Joaquin - We’ve never had the pleasure of meeting, but you did well last season, so it would’ve been very interesting to see you do better this season.
Heather - We’ve been robbed of playing a Survivor game together twice now (New Zealand and now this) and I know from BBUK that you are one interesting person to play with, so I wish you the best, and I hope we can play together sometime soon!
William - The final person on this list that I didn’t get to know, it was unfortunate that you had to leave the game, and I hope we can meet one day.
Eben - Well I didn’t really want you to go, and it’s sad that you did. We really didn’t talk too much and when we did, it was just short little messages. :\
Linh - Ahhh the legend herself. I don’t know what happened, but it was so upsetting to see you go. I guess life just took you away from ORGs/something else happened, and I hope everything's okay now (if you see this). I know that if you hadn’t disappeared, things would’ve been very different.
J.T. - We never talked, and I honestly don’t regret pushing you to go. At the time, Ari had definitely showed more promise than you to continue the game. While I had been told that you were here to play, I never got the proof myself from you. Yes, I could’ve messaged you as equally as you could’ve messaged me, but it didn’t work like that. Hopefully we meet up again some day so we can remedy that.
Arianna - Aww, Ari. Imysm. At the time, I didn’t realize you were about to hit your breaking point, and I’m sorry that you did reach it. I will never apologize for pushing (with Brad) to save you because we did that not realizing unforeseen circumstances would make you leave. I love you, and I hope to one day see you again. One day.
Gabe - Honestly, I was shook when you went, but we didn’t talk much/at all, so I can’t really say I was so overly sad about it. Hope to talk (more) one day, though!!
Ezra - Whew, this vote was a mess. I genuinely had no idea that Adrian had the idol, but I sorta kinda (only sorta kinda) assumed that he did. I was genuinely so upset that I had to vote out my twinnie, but instead, I’m -shook- when Adrian plays an idol and it’s a tie between Pan and you. Honestly, I only voted for you because I had been told to, and at that point, I really just didn’t want to be that guy not voting with majority. We didn’t talk too much, but when we did, you were always so cool to talk to, and I hope after this is all over, we can grow a friendship from the seed that was planted.
Amber - Honestly, the vote you went was the most “uifbjwnsaikxuqbwixsa” vote. Because I genuinely thought you, me, and Adrian were basically locked as a trio, and then Adrian told me that he’d go for you in that challenge so I did (and he didn’t x.x), and then you called me out on it, and we fought… it was all such a mess. Thankfully for me, people flipped to vote you out because, had they voted me out, I KNOW you would be sitting here. I have the upmost respect for you Amber, and I hope that if we ever play again, we can work on the same side because DAMNIT we never can really be 100% on the same side of things. <3
Daniel - AHHHH… Daniel, I feel so bad about the circumstances surrounding your vote. I had to save Aidan after he saved me, and I heard that you told everyone everything, so with my options already slim, I decided that, along with some of the others, that voting for you was the best option. I really had limited options because I was kinda allied with everyone left and we just recently started talking a bit more… UGH… Honestly from the bottom of my heart, I hope that we can be friends once this game is done because you are funny asf and I loved our convos (no matter how short they were).
Matt - I highkey had no idea what was happening with your vote-off. I lied to you and the guys because I had to keep whatever I heard quiet, but I thought it’d be like 2 votes Aidan, and he was playing his idol (which turned out to be fake), and then there’d be one vote for you and then there’s that one vote for Alec… but that vote overall was 10x messier than I expected. Matt, we grew close quick and you were my OG FTC buddy, and I’m sorry for whatever mess you went through with people in this game, but it really means a lot that you helped me out during the Amber-Adrian-me thing. Something you did also really impressed me, and that was that you stood up for yourself, and it’s not a normal thing to see someone fight so hard and it’s a very commendable thing. So good on you! Also, miss ya, buddy! You should be here. ;-;
Adrian - Twinnie, I love you so much but holy fuck… if you were still here, you basically had won the game. Like… no joke, a vote against you was basically impossible to pull off, and that’s why I really never wanted to try, but when I was CONVINCED you had nothing left up your sleeve, I knew I had to make a move then otherwise you deserved to win the fuck outta this game. And I knew you would even if you even touched the end. I’m sorry that I lied to you, but I really do love ya and hope you don’t wanna kill tf outta me. Dinwjksjckws
RJ - I really felt bad about voting you out mainly because of the short convo we had days earlier, but RJ…. after Adrian, you deserved to win this game so much. You LITERALLY were the sweetest person to talk to, you murdered challenge after challenge (mainly flash games, but considering a lot of challenges were that…. yea….), and your friends started to become the entirety of the jury. Aidan and I had become very close and although people wanted to get him out, I was not having any of that, and I pushed to take you out while we still had a chance. Had you not been on jury, you would have at least had immunity final 6… like… sorry, but I wasn’t about to hand you a win. :\ Good game, though. You played extremely well.
Aidan - THIS MESSY RELATIONSHIP LMAO. Aidan, we went from me thinking you were shady asf in order to support Matt to closest allies. Like I literally loved talking to you so much, and I know I have made a new friend out of this all in you. The two of us turned the tides of this game so much with each other (you protecting me and then me returning the favor… and then us basically being middle men). People may think that you controlled me, but like… we both know that we were independent bitches just tryna stay alive together. Love you, buddy, and I miss ya!!! <3
Ian - So our talking kinda ended early on, but we honestly were very similar people. Okay… only kinda :P I didn’t get to learn too much about you, and I’m very sorry I didn’t put more effort into our relationship, but I had a really rough vote last night. I know I can’t show you now, but I had absolutely no plans to vote you out and even made a parchment for another person to submit. Like my parchment said, I wasn’t about to change the tides of a vote. I had NO clue Bradley had the idol (as I didn’t the first time either, but he later told me he did after I told him I was voting for him that night) and I thought that Pan’s idol was real (had my doubts, but I was pretty sure). I hope that after this is all over, we can restart our friendship.